A Daily Struggle
It’s so funny when you sit back and really think about the things that affect us on a day to day basis, what makes us who we are. Who do we strive to impress.
There are some days when I am so high on myself that nothing could pull me down. Days when I feel as beautiful as a Covergirl Model. When I know I look good and can feel it in my bones.
Then there are days when I feel like at any moment the flood gates are going to break and I am going to cry my eyes out. Like everyone is looking at me, and that I look awful and hate how I look and feel about myself.
There are days that I envision a goddess…and there are days that I envision a slob….
It’s hard. It’s hard to always be positive and love myself. I do a good job for the most part but it’s still hard. It’s something that I choose to work on daily. Something that I make a conscious effort at on a regular basis. Because I feel better when I like myself…
No amount of validation from other people on how pretty I am, how good I look etc, is going to make me happy…I have to learn to completely love myself and my flaws and learn that it really is ok to be me.
It’s a struggle everyday…some days are good and some days are bad…but today…I love me.
