Plus-Size-Diva

I received this in my email from an affiliate program that I am a member of and I have to say…I like their site a lot! There is nothing worse than going to a site for ‘plus-size’ and none of the models are above a size 10! It kills me! I would like to see how it would look on me…not the model that lives down the street.

Now not all of their products are for Plus-size but the ones that are, are actually modeled by plus size women. Just a fore-warning, some of their lingerie is a bit revealing, as are their models..

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The funniest thing happened on Friday. I won a $2000 shopping spree from a scratch off ticket that I got from a car dealership. I called to find out if I had to buy a new car in order to claim my shopping spree…Nope didn’t have to! Woohoo!

So Friday afternoon I drove up, (the dealership was about an hour away, but who cares for $2000). When I got there the man that greeted me at the door had to have been close to 7feet tall! He was huge! Not to mention he had a nice build to go with that height. I muttered under my breath how I’d love to have some of his height…well…. (more…)

Ok so in my last post I mentioned that all of this was starting to affect my marriage..Not in the sense because of my weight gain being a problem..more so in the way that I see myself and how I feel about myself.

I have been pondering on just how personal I want to get on here but I am just going to put this out there because I know there are women that feel like me and maybe this will help someone else…

I stopped wearing the sexy underwear, the sexy bras etc.. a long time ago. For one it was a pain in the ass to find them in my size and have them actually fit right. But in my mind I had this image of what I actually looked like wearing them…it wasn’t a pretty image. It actually made me hate myself a little more and feel a little more ashamed. So instead I started buying the plain white bras and the highcut briefs. My husband hates my “Granny panties” and has threatened on several occasions to burn them all. (more…)